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Ptim Pellerin

Ptim Pellerin is a Houston-based author, artist, and neurodivergent thinker whose work bridges the worlds of science, creativity, and lived experience. With a deep love for exploring the human mind, Ptim writes on topics ranging from neurodivergence and emotional regulation to astronomy, music, spirituality, and the art of healing. Drawing from a rich personal journey and a passion for both inquiry and introspection, Ptim's writing invites readers to see complexity as beauty and to discover clarity through story. Whether crafting a book, writing music, or transforming ashes into art, Ptim's work reflects a quiet devotion to meaningful connection. 

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Stars In Their Eyes: Autism and the Astronomical Mind


Stars in Their Eyes: Autism and the Astronomical Mind

When a nine-year-old first glimpsed Saturn through a telescope, they discovered more than just rings around a distant planet—they found a universe perfectly suited to minds that think differently.

From Johannes Kepler’s mathematical obsessions to modern-day citizen scientists discovering...

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Voyeur of Shadows

What if your overwhelming sensitivity to the world’s hidden patterns isn’t a flaw to be fixed, but a sophisticated form of intelligence to be cultivated?

For those with neurodivergent minds, the world reveals itself differently. We see conversations between shadows, daily choreographies of plants, invisible negotiations in coffee shops. We are...

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Patterns of Infinity: Exploring the Patterns of the Microverse and Universe

Patterns of Infinity: Exploring the Patterns of the Microverse and Universe

From the hidden architecture of cells to the majestic dance of galaxies, Patterns of Infinity reveals the remarkable patterns that connect all scales of existence. This richly woven journey bridges science, spirituality, and personal insight, inviting readers to see...

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Other Writing

Phantom of the Artpera

I also write music!

The book "Calm In Chaos" is a companion to the music, created specifically with the neurodivergent brain as inspiration.

Find me on all your favorite music platforms as Phantom of the Artpera.

Blog

The Song I Didn’t Know I Was Writing On composing for a brain that is

On composing for a brain that is always listening.


There is a sound I make before I compose.

Not a note. Not a melody. More like a settling — a slow exhale through the nose, a stillness that arrives in the hands before it reaches the mind. My body knows what’s about to happen before I do. It prepares. It waits.

For most of my life, I didn’t understand why music felt like more than pleasure. Why certain frequencies landed in my chest like something remembered. Why a particular rhythm could turn...

The Voyeur of Shadows: A Neurodivergent Masterclass in Deep Seeing I have


I have always noticed light and shadows.

Not as background elements. Not as decorative effects. But as conversations—constant, intricate negotiations between illumination and matter that most minds filter out as irrelevant noise.

The Voyeur of Shadows is my attempt to document what the world looks like when you can't not see these conversations. When a guitar hanging on a wall becomes three different stories told by three light sources. When shadows don't just overlap—they negotiate, creating...

You don't need an hour. You don't need a meditation cushion. You don't need to empty your mind or achieve enlightenment.

You just need five minutes and an ordinary task.

This is mindfulness for neurodivergent minds—designed for brains that think through movement, thrive on concrete tasks, and need active engagement instead of passive stillness.

Why 5 Minutes?


Because sustainable beats ambitious.

Five minutes is:
- Short enough that your ADHD brain won't rebel
- Long enough to notice a shift
- Easy to...

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